my choice, my decision

World is spinning around

People walking around

Staring at me with lots of expectations

Questioning eyes, asking explanations

I look down with no answer, no answers at all

Figuring out things myself, fearing I might fall

I call out loud, I yell, I ask for help

No one can hear me, no one wants to listen

I’m lost in the crowd all alone, all by myself

Looking around, searching everywhere for help

No one can help me, no one can ever understand

No one can understand what’s going in me

No one can understand my agony

It’s my journey, my life

'cause at the end it's me who has to decide

There are people around to help, to guide

But I need to choose my ride

Still I look inside, I look within

Ask myself what I want, what is it that I need

No answers yet but I’m still trying to figure out

Walking, just walking on, asking myself what do I really want